a guru without a single mind

During my teen years, struggling with anxiety, i was taught to unlearn the build-up of individual knowledge (the trash, clogging the shoot of understanding). Taught to examine growth and decay intimately and address fears of dissociation (usually during inopportune moments), this feeling of not being part of the group, the team, the social club. To deeply examine, through quiet stillness, the I character and what actually continues. This site is a proselytizing of that continuation of mind, without a single mind.

It might seem odd to you that i use the word proselytize, as it usually pertains to a religion practice of converting people into believers. Yet, it's important for you to realize, there is no actual true distinction between a religious believer and the standard non-believer. That the individual, this you that is so present, so up front and personal, has no actual existence outside of distinction. That the god you worship, is the other and certainly not independent of you also. That you and the other are the carriers, the creators and the mechanics of this, duality of being, this dichotomy. Through destruction/dissection of self, you find the other, you meet, yourself.